I am so satisfied today. Ling as usual, i know, will leave no mercy when catching hold of my weaknesses. But i'm mentally prepared and tougher in terms of dealing with sarcasm haha. I dont just luff like an idiot anymore. I learned that luffing is giving in. I only smile when i think the comment is harmless. But, when she kept repeating, each time forceful than before, i kept my temper under control that is threatening to flare up since these unstable days will be my pre menstrual days.

Anways, we stepped down daintily from the stairs as usual and walked past a booth full of television sets and exciting looking video games. I wonder why Taylor's rarely have events and functions like this....they have but it's all so unsignificant, except for the major ones like battle of the bands. KDU is a small compound but really full of life with continuous commerial events squeezing in its squarish campus. (groan...stomach feeling bloated...too much wind) So we saw a erm....plump hip hop looking fella coming towards us and sayingthat the first 5 girls to pass by will get a free Tshirt. Carv went away cuz her lunch is more important than a t shirt. I would have walked away too, if it hadnt for Jo who insisted on looking. Soon, what appeared to be free tshirts giveaway prove to be a valuable deal. We were treated like half celebrities. gosh is getting free tshirts such a great big issue? Camera lights flashed on us occasionally, then we were required to take picture from this Poetic Ammo's member, Nicholas who acted as the cameraman. Pretty friendly guy. When i asked him is he the member from PA (cuz i dont....ah...pay much attention to PA members but is questioned by my frens) , he smiled courteusly and said yea. THen he extended his hand and intro himself. Cool cool. Cept that i forgot to mention my name when he shaked my hand, in which he gave me a very odd look. I just said a big big Hi. Then, Rach, Jo and i slinked away gracefully when Mei Ling, as we predicted will be stuck there wiht almost any guy hahaa!! He asked her whether she's interested in modelling or not. Maybe we'll see Meiling in a PA new video soon...as ah...a...smoking..glamourous chick that turn to a new leaf...nah tat image wont last long. Just today a coughing Mei Ling and a sick looking Jo puffed in and out with me in between gasping for breath. I was trying hard to explain to Mei Ling about her work andsee what's my reward-- second hand smoke.

So, Ai ling was complainig about how aunty we were to get tat kind of bargain. Only when she discovered the cute design of the Tshirt did she regret. hehe....((hugs)) though she had been mean, but it's kinda sorry to see her disappointed face. The Tshirt was sold later for RM 15 and along with the free tshirt i got a free video games mag with a giveaway CD that's worth RM 9. Great. I added an extra RM24 to my little treasure world.

Why the fuck school starts right after orientation...spoil my plans totally. Nevermind...i'll find a way to celebrate Chinese New Year here in beloved Malaysia. Rekha is going bonkers soon with me and carven hunting for her every hour for our future trip. We are so concerned ma for our bright future.

Mr Mojo is really depressing me. What do you choose when u wan to be safe and secured? Love or lust. Gave me thousands of stories about failed marriages...infidelity...until i got frus and questioned him back when he said he stopped believing in love after he left his house in where his dad was a womanizer. I questioned him on his inability to stick up for his mom when he was oledi 17 years old, i asked him y never lodge a police report if he had the guts to leave, and y when he hate all those kind of assholes as he claimed, he said that he doesnt believe in trust anymore? He should believe that he doesnt wan to be like thosse assholes and be able to make a difference once he steps out into the real world. He should challenge his bitterness into becoming strong for the sake of the people that he belives that he should protect. Be tough but love when people are sincere to you. You should be able to sense it if you observe carefully especially when you are in your silent world of distrust. He coudlnt give me a decent answer after i interrogate him.

Smile. Cherish every little thing in your life.